It's not that I'm upset or anything...

it's just that I'm tired and this grey pall of weariness hangs over everything at the moment. *pulls excitement and enthusiasm out of a hat* We're moving! My parents are buying a house down the street, and I get the lovely big room on the second floor. And this will be the first time ever that we are moving ourselves completely by ourselves... no movers... nothing... *quickly shoves panicky feelings into closet* And once again I want to paint beautiful impossibilities on the wall... hmmm... mom already sorta okayed a mural of trees... I wonder how she'd feel about something a little more abstract... *shivers* I wonder how I'd feel about that... tired, that's about all I feel right now, with just a touch of sadness. It's been lonely here or maybe it's just the tiredness talking. sleep... it'll all look better in the morning... even the mounds of paper you just unpacked.

Oh, and before I forget. I got Lord of the Rings cards today! *grins* and my sister likes the game! And she killed me at site three! oh, wait... that's a bad thing. Yeah, nevermind that, we had to wrap the game up early because it was suppertime. And this evening my sister and I went and looked at paint and wallpaper at Lowe's. *grins* this is the fun part of moving.