yeah, it's been more than a week...

I'm not sure where to start... I'm home, I'm happy, I spent the last twenty something minutes scratching my cockatiels head... I'm up at an ungodly hour because I got up for kickboxing this morning and couldn't find any sneakers that fit me, but I decided to stay up anyway (hence the cockatiel time, amazingly the bird is not grumpy in the morning, go figure) and then the next twenty minutes went to iming... I'm still amazed that anyone was up at this hour... and now I should write Bible journals... but I really need to get some thoughts into words... and I'm not sure that this is the place to do it... if Rachel were up, I could be distracted, but she's not up... just me now... me and my thoughts that I don't want to think... *sighs* I really am an idiot sometimes. You'd think I'd have learned some stuff by now, but no, I just keep messing up in the same stupid ways... And I'm still trying to figure a lot of stuff out that doesn't make much sense at all, at least not at the moment... I'm definately having pumpkin pie for breakfast... My family had thanksgiving dinner for lunch yesterday, since I won't be here for it in November... Half a semester, half a semester left, and I still don't know what I'm going to do with myself. It's been so good to be home. *gets misty eyed* I'm going to miss them...