Ok, so this was the most convenient way to vent

I'm sick, I'm tired, my nose hasn't stopped running the past 3 days and I've given up on ever catching it, I have also lost the ability to end sentences...
looking at what I have to do, I don't know where/when/how I will find the time to do it. I can't seem to think... only to regurgitate what I've heard, and I want to think, I need to think, but it's no good... I just want to put the world on hold until I'm better... but that won't happen... there's too much to do... and no easy way of deciding that part of it isn't important and can be dropped - broken - and mopped up later when I feel better.
oh, yeah, and laundry needs to be done too at some point...