hugs and kisses from God

I'm not sure how to explain, but I want to. Tearing up over something so beautiful it hurts. It was a very good day. Nikki called, and we talked for a while. I found out her parents are stranger and neater than I knew before. My family had dinner at Mariachi's - where the best tomatos ever are on the tostadas and they played aseraje and my sister parodied various relient k songs ("I should start this song off with a statement"). Then we went to Lowe's for a small eternity. *shakes head* yes, I was impatient, but I also got to look at beautiful flowers and tile... glass tile... lovely stuff. Then we rented videos. Then we watched The Five People You Meet in Heaven. It was really good. I smiled, cried, *sighs* I'm not sure if it's justified, but I finally feel like I can/have put to rest the feelings of pointlessness. Yeah, they will come up again. But good doesn't have to look like I expect. And this, this is very good.