First day

Well, today was the first first in our new house in Sumter. It's been home before. It will feel like home soon. The boxes that were in my room have been unpacked, and the rest are buried in the garage. I woke to the joyous strains of white rabbit... I think I got my mother on a technicality, but this game really doesn't accomodate technicalities well. Then I got to help my sister highlight her hair... I think she is happy with the results. This was followed by updating resumes, calling and notifying people of change of address, and a stress filled afternoon of job hunting. In which I faced my inadequacies beside my sister, who has handled multiple jobs and insane amounts of volunteering over summers not to mention nursery work throughout the school year and is unreasonably comfortable with applications and interviews. I just feel utterly inept... which means I feel worthless. And they keep saying it's not the expertise it's the confidence, well, I feel about as confident as the end of the world.
But I still have good friends so things are considerably brighter than that and definately better than the barefoot contessa. *shrugs* che sera